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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

My Life is Over!!!

disclaimer: ini adalah entry saya meracau sorang sorang, so don't bother....

alaaaaaaaa!! the o.c dah abes!!!! mcm mane ni? hey o.c! don't leave me with my broken dreams!!..how I'm suppose to sleep at night??? The o.c is the only thing that made me believe that there is a drama that is worse from my drama..tsk tsk

I had my episode of shortness of breath earlier..It can only mean two things, I'm sad or I'm broken...ihhh!! aaa ni tak best ni!! nanti mesti mule la down sorang sorang, termenung sorang sorang..tskk tskk..owh sungguh tak best prasaan ini...sume org dah keje lak tu, kalau time student best je, asal down, mesti aritha kidnap pi zoo taiping lah, makan laksa kuala lah, sun bathing kat chemor lah..aritha, saya rindu awak! tlg bawak saya pi jalan!...

ok lah, saya nak buat ucapan kepada org yang dah buat saya down itu:

Hey awak! mlm tadi saya mimpi awak..dah lama saya tak mimpi awak...kenapa awak nak dtg dlm mimpi saya? awak tau tak baper lama dan susah saya nak push awak away from my thots?..awak ni tak baiklah!..suka main dgn prasaan saya...dah la malam tadi, saya mimpi awak jumpa saya dgn anak awak..heyy!!!apekah motif nya??? dah la awak menghancurkan kebahagian saya, awak bawak anak awak pulak suh saya jaga?? awak dah gile ke? ke awak nak buat saya gile??..pi pi jauh!!...awak dah patahkan semangat saya, and saya berusaha dgn teruk untuk memulihkannya...jgn la spoilkan!!!kalau awak tak mampu nak kembalikan hidup saya 7 tahun dulu, awak jgn ngade ngade feeling nak hadir dlm life saya, or even in my thots...tsk tsk.. go away...plis...

sincerely,

broken

ok ini pula ucapan untuk secret admire saya:

awak!...saya maseh suke awak! awak ttp sexy!..tp skang saya takde mood untuk menyukai awak..saya down lah,wak!..awak yang sexy tu pun tak mampu untuk buat saya happy...nantilah, wak..bile saya dah ok, saya kembali menggilai awak yg sexy itu ok?..i promise..saya harap, awak tidak bertemu cinta, supaya saya dpt meminati awak dr jauh, dan supaya, saya takkan percaya, bahawa cinta itu mustahil bagai saya..(eh terover pulak, saya baru suka awak je, belum mahu bercinta lagi)...awak jage diri ok!..dan janji tau,awak akan sentiasa sexy bile saya kembali meminati awak nanti!!

ikhlas dari,

saya!! yg suka usha awak, tp awak tak tau..:(

Now I'm back to reality, that there's no love or fairy-tales or prince charming or roses or holding hands or snuggling or giggles or blushes or angau tiap malam before tido...I'm a sad case..



ok! I'm officially grieving NOW!! don't come near me, i bite!


untuk tempoh berkabung ini, berikut ialah lagu tema blog dan hidup saya..*cry:

I gave up coffee and cigarettes

I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet

I thought my problems would just dissipate

And all my pain would be in yesterday


I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain

And watched my bad habits get flushed away

I thought that that would keep my head on straight

And all my pain would be in yesterday


But it’s true

I’m still blue

But I finally know what to do

I must quit, I must quit, you


I thought that if I didn’t go and play

The sadness would get bored and go away

I thought that if I didn’t go astray

That all my pain would be in yesterday


But it’s true

I’m still blue

But I finally know what to do

I must quit, I must quit, you


I sold my guitar and my piano

I thought that it was these that kept me low

I thought if only I could try and change

That all my pain would be in yesterday


But it’s trueI’m still blue

But I finally know what to do

I must quit, I must quit, you
I must quit, I must quit, you


XoXo