i had a rendez-vous avec Dr.A aujourd hui...finally, she's ACTUALLY FREE!!!... She came over to my house with her sporty 2 doors silver hyundai getz....very rare eh? i think i nampak dia sorang je pakai so far....and while lepaking in my bachelorrete's pad, she suddenly malas to go to the so-called hap spot in Melaka..

Too bad, tonight no rezekilah...don't know where everyone hilang..then only i terigt, sini branch ade juniors je lah...haiyok!!...oh well...we had a nice lil dinner with orange juice satu baldi..pergh..we didn't know the regular glass for fruit juice there, is a tall-big mug, like from ur wrist to ur elbow..itu satu hasta eh?..kalau tau, order satu je, then share...N, kalau u ade pasti lebih happening...we miss ur snorty laugh...ahahhaah!

Si A ni always la takde time..doctor kan? susah betul nak date dgn dia...dah la i mmg selalu look forward to lepak wit her, besides N...i kesian la tgk doctors ni..they slave themselves dr zaman student sampai la dah jadi actual doctor...the conversation that we had tadi mase dinner pun, payah betul!..dia tak tgk AF, die tak tau sazzy falak? yada yada yada...then bile i ckp i think i have GERD(a symptom) aaa then only die galak borak...sib baik die ni my childhood friend, so i tak rase boring..kalau tak..babai la kau, aku nak balik..motif taktau gossip??


Beside N, A is also my childhood friend....in fact the 3 of us, became friends at around the same time...a decade ago, at least....we were from different schools(but we share the same hatred of our alma mater..haha) different hometown, different attitude (totally different ok 3-3 ekor!!) different taste of musics, sumer different lah!!....but we somehow became good friends and still are, although we went separate way for our tertiary education in pursuing our dreams, geographically separated, lost contact a while...fate brought us together katanya!...

U know, ade difference tau, ur childhood friends and friends u made along the way..childhood frens, i call them my warmth friends, are like, u can not contact each other for so many years, but suddenly u meet, u so clicked, as if u've been meeting each other everyday..childhood friends are also the one that, at the end of the day, when u really want to get away from the world and just disappear,but u would still want only them, and no one else, to be at your side, no matter la dah 5-6 tahun tak jumpe..or, all this while, ur housemates/friends tahu every bit of ur love-life and ur childhood friends ni tak tau ape citer pun kesah percintaan u,bile mase couple ntah.. then suddenly, u broke off with ur bf, u tak cerita pun kat ur housemates but u reach out for ur warmth friends ni, tiba tiba, out of the blue...and then, ur warmth friends ni, she/he doesn't have to do anything, like pujuk u ke, or peluk u ke ape or call u ke, the thought that she/he knows how u are feeling right now, would make u feel better...or if they are at your side, although how broken you are, they don't have to ask why or what happened... just a simple gesture "eh!jom kite beli ice-cream nak?", u dah rase, u've let out everything to her/him, and as if u've cried buckets to his/her shoulder....i'm not sure bout u guys, but for me, when i'm alone and reminiscing about my life, the memories of my childhood, wearing pinafore with pigtails, playing 'chop-tiang', are far more vivid than other memories of my life...and those memories, never fail to put a smile on my face even in the darkest time of my life...


I used to have lots of them..but as u grew older, most of them have different path to take and commitments (fiezy, kau sibukkk la dgn gf kau kan??). some got married, some became somebody else, but if u congregate them, u can feel the warmth within each other....ur childhood friends are those who know your trueself!!! coz, when you were just kids, u were so sincere and honest and that's what you really are!..but, as u grew older, there are just too many roads that u have to take, decisions u have to make..pain, laughter,achievements and dissapoinments....all that, created a shield around you,with hope, you will walk through fire and dont get burn.. and as you grow up, the shield becomes even thicker, not to reveal who you really are...

i miss being a kid, everything were so simple back then..everything were in techni-colour..everything were just fine..