In Your Face!

2007-03-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

Curi tulang

last week, my schedule were tight..then balek rumah, baru balek sehari, monday dpt call suruh selaasa dtg KL balek, ade project...so now tgh curi tulang, supervisor takde..bedah, hang call la aku cepat, aku baper kali lalu depan serdang..semlm aku dinner kat bangi, makan tomyam pondan siam buat..igt nak ajak kau, motif kau kekwat takmo beli handphone murah murah?...ok lah...supervisor dah datang...

*matila entry tak perlu

2007-03-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

this entry was actually posted on 31/3 not as stated in the above headline

pstt, mai rapat rapat, akak tgh curi tulang blogging ni sbb takde mood nak kerja..motif public holiday hangpa semua bersuka ria, akak kene kerja?

two words:

ORGASMA BERULANG!

(MULTIPLE ORGASMS)

Sape tak tgk, die........PONDAN!
ops

on another different note, my akak sedara bernikah last saturday

ok, anda semua pasti tahu kan, bahawa antara genetic keturunan saya ialah, sharp features, hidung mancung, mata berwarna warni, rambut kerinting maha hebat *tp malangnya , saya hanya inherit super mega crazycurl sahaja...bagi semua kazen mazen perempuan,(dan seorang uncle) adalah tidak asing lagi teknik rebonding bagi kami, saya fikir, salon salon pasti terhutang budi pada keturunan Tok Usop kerana mampu berhabisan ratusan ringgit demi menghilangkan antara salah satu embodiment keturunan kami...tp, tidak bagi kazen saya yang seorang ini. Ajip namanya...die telah berjaya membuktikan kepada kami, bahawa rambut mega crazy curl, bukan lah satu curse, malah asset penting yang should be flaunt..lihat lah hasilnya,

melethop kan?kalau org dah rupe cantik, buat gaya mengarut pun still melerts...akak nih?

*pose pose redha

mari hupdate schedule lagi:
31/3 9am EDS,Cyberjaya..Final Stage Interview with the Asia Pacific Senior Manager
-cabut pi opis di kala public holiday..sentap!
6.30pm, dr opis di pantai dalam, trus pi Spanish Villa Homes,Seremban, wedding reception
1/4 Family brunch, Seoul Korean Restaurant(since this time je everyone's home)
2/4 MLK/Cyber/PRK
3/4 3pm Presentation
4/4 Pre-EDX
5/4 4pm CIMB Final Stage Assesment-Presentation with Senior Managers
6/4 2pm MISC Assesment Holiday Villa Subang

"Ya Allah, aku mohon next week will be the last week yang i amat BZ...dah tak larat, almost sebulan dah i tak tgk burung burung indah di belakang my countryhome di Melaka tu...:(..AMIN"

2007-03-20T09:44:00.000+08:00

mari hupdate schedule

21/3: PRK-KUL
22/3 : 9am - Schlumberger (UM)
23/3: anytime -PWTC
9am - Thomas International - CIMB Assesment(2nd stage) - Damansara
2pm - EDS Malaysia , Cyberjaya
3.30pm - Mr. Noor Haizad, Shell - Cyberjaya
4.30 - Uitm, Shah Alam
8pm - Nidji's Concert - LIVE @ Ruums, KL (K.I.V)
24/3: rendez-vous avec dr.azreen
26/3 : dental appointment

ok, skang, who can give the idea on what is the most convenient way to run around d'sara-pwtc-cyber? herm, kene tukar mode woman on the run starting 23/3 000hr...

2007-03-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

I'll be away until further notice

tu diahhhh~~tajuk!..taklah, sebenarnye, sejak kak imah tutup blog die, i trus dah takde keinginan untuk blog..rase lifeless ..rase tiade serinye lagi alam maya ini...selama ini, kak imah la my reason to wake up every morning..kak imah la, pemangkin i untuk berkongsi diari datin i dgn uols semua...mrasa!!! AMFUSAKUM NOOOOO??

hahahahaha tak lah....i akan jadi sangat busy ok selepas ini

15 Mac : 10am Megan Avenue, KLCC

2.15 pm Menara CIMB - Assesments ;CCB Programme

16-18 Mac : ade laa 'hal' kat KL *kaching!!

19-22 Mac : 'Beramas Mesra' dgn Supervisor tercinta(matilaaku)

23 Mac: PWTC

26-30 Mac : Seminar

2-5 April : Final Draft

6 April : Maersk Group - Assesment(bersama bedah ok!) ; Holiday Inn subang *Bedahhh, mari memasang impian ke denmark!!)

so kalau i takde life, i blog lah, kalau i ade life, i tak blog lah..haw haw haw..alah mcm korang heran je kann??? kan kak b kan? hang bace blog ni pun sbb kene paksa kan???

SUDAH!!!!

*alamak entry tuk pisah!!!pisah nantila, i tgh study international investments ni..nanti lah naaaa

2007-03-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

I'M ALIVE AND KICKING AND COOKING!!!!

hehehe..i saket uols!!!! kagum tak? kagum kan???.. last weekends, i kena food poisoning and down with a fever ok!!!...after 6-7 years of being fit and healthy...dulu kalau masuk sepital pun, leh tergelak2 lagi, tp kalau sampai i dah bad mood, maksudnye saya sakit!! sile berikan perhatian!!..mak i punye lah tak caya i saket, i menanges kat dia malam tu sbb tak tahan dah menonggeng2, die leh jawab ape tau " ahh, saket siket je nak mengade-ngade"...sedeh kan? tsk tsk,, mase tu i rase nak mati dah, sedih ni, org dah nak mati pun takde org kesah, tgh conference dgn si bedah and kak b, depa pun leh gelak2 kan i...tsk tsk... i dah nanges dah ni, sedih takde org hiraukan..rase cam nak start je keter drive pegi emergency room..sob sob...mrasa sok pagi nye, bile dah melepek tak leh bangun, terbaring kat atas katel, baru laaa mak i pose pose concern, anak die saket...haih~~~~

so the next day tu, since i ni susah sgt nak saket kan, so dah kecoh la satu family, i saket akhirnya..so kakak i di kl tu pun balek lah, punye lah concern, gaya org saket tenat kan??...i dengar ayah i cakap ape tau bile kakak i sampai rumah " tumbang jugak kakkk akhirnyaa adek awakk, abes sumer makan syok die 2 bulan"(since sejak menganggur i melantak je keje kan).... si akak i yang konon penyanyang ni pun pulang konon concern pasal i, rushing la balek..dtg bilik i nak visit, tau ape die punye first question,

"tak kurus pun?"
motif????
choi!!!
beria balek sbb igt i muntah abes sumer makan 2 bulan so dah kurus ke??
sentaplahh!!

hermm, arini dah sehat sket, although otak rase melayang bile bangun dr sujud, i pun masaklah makanan feveret i... KETAM MASAK LEMAK CILI API YO!!! hix, konon nekad trauma dgn makanan sbb kene food poisoning maha dasyat kan? anyway, nak tau tak ape kenangan indah i sebelum i dah buat constituition tak mahu makan luar lagi??? org yang berada di perantauan tu, bersedialah noooo nak tadah ayaq liuq hang!....

ha! mrasa! rumah kau ado letak kuah kari, dal bagai dlm baldi??ado??

uhhhh sadapppp i tell uu!!!! sadappp!!!! ahhhhh~~~~

kuah kari tu, i sorang je punye okk!!!

minum dalam cawan aluminium uol!!!

ahhhh this is what i call a heavenly saturday!

baldi, daun pisang dan gayung ditaja oleh Restoran Saravanan Sdn. Bhd....hihih

2007-03-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry

i'm so sorry

i wish i didn't say it

i wish it didn't happen

i miss those time

i miss the laughter

i miss cramping my jaw

i miss you

rendez vous azreen

2007-03-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

i had a rendez-vous avec Dr.A aujourd hui...finally, she's ACTUALLY FREE!!!... She came over to my house with her sporty 2 doors silver hyundai getz....very rare eh? i think i nampak dia sorang je pakai so far....and while lepaking in my bachelorrete's pad, she suddenly malas to go to the so-called hap spot in Melaka..

A: eh, malas lah to go all the way there..i'm disoriented lah after allll the
exams..so what's d plan?
Me: eh don't ask me..u know this place better...
*silence*
A: whispered in excitement..check-out MMU or MFA boys!
Me: let's!!

Too bad, tonight no rezekilah...don't know where everyone hilang..then only i terigt, sini branch ade juniors je lah...haiyok!!...oh well...we had a nice lil dinner with orange juice satu baldi..pergh..we didn't know the regular glass for fruit juice there, is a tall-big mug, like from ur wrist to ur elbow..itu satu hasta eh?..kalau tau, order satu je, then share...N, kalau u ade pasti lebih happening...we miss ur snorty laugh...ahahhaah!

Si A ni always la takde time..doctor kan? susah betul nak date dgn dia...dah la i mmg selalu look forward to lepak wit her, besides N...i kesian la tgk doctors ni..they slave themselves dr zaman student sampai la dah jadi actual doctor...the conversation that we had tadi mase dinner pun, payah betul!..dia tak tgk AF, die tak tau sazzy falak? yada yada yada...then bile i ckp i think i have GERD(a symptom) aaa then only die galak borak...sib baik die ni my childhood friend, so i tak rase boring..kalau tak..babai la kau, aku nak balik..motif taktau gossip??

Beside N, A is also my childhood friend....in fact the 3 of us, became friends at around the same time...a decade ago, at least....we were from different schools(but we share the same hatred of our alma mater..haha) different hometown, different attitude (totally different ok 3-3 ekor!!) different taste of musics, sumer different lah!!....but we somehow became good friends and still are, although we went separate way for our tertiary education in pursuing our dreams, geographically separated, lost contact a while...fate brought us together katanya!...

U know, ade difference tau, ur childhood friends and friends u made along the way..childhood frens, i call them my warmth friends, are like, u can not contact each other for so many years, but suddenly u meet, u so clicked, as if u've been meeting each other everyday..childhood friends are also the one that, at the end of the day, when u really want to get away from the world and just disappear,but u would still want only them, and no one else, to be at your side, no matter la dah 5-6 tahun tak jumpe..or, all this while, ur housemates/friends tahu every bit of ur love-life and ur childhood friends ni tak tau ape citer pun kesah percintaan u,bile mase couple ntah.. then suddenly, u broke off with ur bf, u tak cerita pun kat ur housemates but u reach out for ur warmth friends ni, tiba tiba, out of the blue...and then, ur warmth friends ni, she/he doesn't have to do anything, like pujuk u ke, or peluk u ke ape or call u ke, the thought that she/he knows how u are feeling right now, would make u feel better...or if they are at your side, although how broken you are, they don't have to ask why or what happened... just a simple gesture "eh!jom kite beli ice-cream nak?", u dah rase, u've let out everything to her/him, and as if u've cried buckets to his/her shoulder....i'm not sure bout u guys, but for me, when i'm alone and reminiscing about my life, the memories of my childhood, wearing pinafore with pigtails, playing 'chop-tiang', are far more vivid than other memories of my life...and those memories, never fail to put a smile on my face even in the darkest time of my life...

I used to have lots of them..but as u grew older, most of them have different path to take and commitments (fiezy, kau sibukkk la dgn gf kau kan??). some got married, some became somebody else, but if u congregate them, u can feel the warmth within each other....ur childhood friends are those who know your trueself!!! coz, when you were just kids, u were so sincere and honest and that's what you really are!..but, as u grew older, there are just too many roads that u have to take, decisions u have to make..pain, laughter,achievements and dissapoinments....all that, created a shield around you,with hope, you will walk through fire and dont get burn.. and as you grow up, the shield becomes even thicker, not to reveal who you really are...

i miss being a kid, everything were so simple back then..everything were in techni-colour..everything were just fine..

I HEART YOU!!
i hope our friendship will never end!! and if i ni tak jumpa2 juga my monsier de parfait, i know i am always so precious to you kan?? later kite kawen together ok?!!..muahhhhhssss

--------post-entry 10/3 1203am-----------
hey!!! wah wah wah, mentang2 due-due balik kl..motif uols therapeutic shopping arini???mentang mentang i 'puasa'!! u all awas ok!! nantikan i buat comeback!!!*jelingan maut

2007-03-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

cantek tak uols? cantek kan?...inilah cinta hati i buat masa ini....aritukan i pi jusco mase kalut nak beli bahan buat kuih tu kan?..i ternampak kasut nih *matila nak ke supermarket, sempat ter ke shoerack..sampai la ni terigt...i tak sabar tunggu pukul 10.30am karang..now is 12.25 am..haihhh~~

---------10am-------------
ok lah, nak kuar, nak pi beli!..bye~~~~!!!

p/s tu la rizen i tak suke kuar, sbb kalau kuar mesti tershopping, rak baju pun leh beli gak..motifla kan?....kalau tak beli, mrasa mengigau tak kurang 8 hari..

2007-03-07T11:18:00.000+08:00

Hari ni i sentap kerana:

Budak arab bodoh

Sentaplah!! Bapak kau tu bayar mahal mahal suruh kau datang sini untuk jadi orang bergune, berpendidikan! bukan untuk kau beli keter hurung awek cina bukit mana ntah ke hulu ke hilior!*matila 5 tahun duduk bote....ihhhhhh!!!! seb baik laaaa kerje ni contract 3 bulan je...tak sanggup ajar org org bodoh nih!!!...kalau bodoh nak belajar takpe, boleh dididik..ni kalau mmg dah bodoh, berangan take over bisness bapak je nanti??...i lebih rela join project titian budi UTP tu every sem mengajar budak org asli kat lenggong nun!!...urghh!! sorilah, i dah biase ngajar bebudak pandai kat utp tuh, ajar budak bodoh rase nak tempeleng je!..*kerek tak?

The tutorial question was to buat satu financial analysis, produce statement of cash flow.. siap dah kasi senang dah, gune la direct method ke indirect method ke, boleh ckp tak tau jugak lagi... ok fine, i kasi template., tu pun kau tak tau keeee pandai??!..fine, akak ajar ok?..baik punye ajar, depa ni syok punya borak pasal konsert amr dhiab bagai, igt aku tak paham ke haa??...at the end of the session, tanye dah siap lom, die boleh kate tak?!..sbb tutor dulu akan bincang jawapan di akhir class...hellooo??? kau igt aku bodoh? aku baru je grad ok! maseh belom lupe lagi segala tipu daya seorang pelajar, in fact, i created it btw!...kau saje je nak tunggu akhir class, pastu konon aku nak discuss and kau leh dapat jawapan free leyy?? abeh, mcm mana effort budak2 local yang rajin tu??? JANGAN HARAP!!!!

sampai matilakau takkan dpt jawapan!! mrasa jawab dgr lecturer kau sendiri!! err tapi, kalau i kene marah balek, how? *matila~~~

Masihkah ada harapan untuk diriku?

U ol, tadi mak cakap, si boy dah nak kawen uol~~~....melaka ni kecik kan? so die ni antara lelaki cute la yang dr family yg elok2, perangai pun elok(lite lite), tp tak la sepandai i..ops!..haha...tp bolehhhh leyyyy nak buat suami...tapi dah nak kawen dah!!!! waaaaaaaaaa, maken shortage nih bekalan calon suami...i, nak menumpang kasih pun tarak nih...kene jadi anak dara tua ke???? naz, how?...mana kita punya 26-29 y o man, anak kampung tp fluent cakap english ni??..takkan i nak backpacking ke europe dgn u je naz?? bag u pun, i kena angkat kan...sentaplah!!

Ade org sombong

I bukan ape, i ni baik dan caring orang nye..selalu effort lebih supaya org yang i kenali, baik jauh mahupun dekat sentiasa gembira dan buatkan hidup mereka colourful...so adalah seorang kawan i yang bekerja di padang pasir ni, dia cerita, dia ni ala ala kesepian kat sana..yelah perantauan kan? nak nak, tak lama lagi besfren die kat sana akan pergi meninggalkan die puler....i mase 10 tahun hidup merantau dulu pun, ala ala sedih juga....so, blog lah tempat die put his heart out to ppl back home katanya...so des y, die sgt concern dgn comments..i paham, sbb at least he knows, ppl are still thinking about him kann??

so i ni, gigih laa, check blog die 2-3 kali sehari, and make sure akan tinggalkan comment, supaya dia rase being thought of la kan... with hope, i have at least put a smile on his face....

TAPI! BUKAN KA ADAT MELAYU, KALAU PI KASI KUIH KAT ORG, TUPPERWARE TU, KALAU PULANG JANGAN KASI KOSONG??...

motif die takde nak check out blog i????? sentap tak?sentap kan???

takpelah, i redha je...asalkan die gembira, akak pun tumpang bahagia..*lari lari ayu tgh hujan lebat

Sekian.

Yang Sentap Pada Hari Rabu,

-Cik Hajah Fabulous-

2007-03-06T13:27:00.000+08:00

Antara ibu dan keinginan

U know la kan, i mmg la tak suke makan ubat..dr kecik sampai la ke besar..vitamin lagi jgn harap..kalau saket teruk pun buat bodoh je, demam lagila,pose pose sehat dan cerdas je....kalau semput? feeling anxious nampak laki hot la!...so akhirnya, kalau i demam/semput siket je tp tak makan ubat, (menten main volleyball dgn shay sbb gigih nak usha kamil kan?) end up, i kene pegi sepital amek injection and masuk drip..hospital batu gajah tu, i siap leh chop katel mane best...hospital ipoh puler, main nyorok2 sure i menang...tp itu adelah lagi convenient, sebab lepas 2 jam dah baik dah..kan senang?.....takyah laa nak gigih makan ubat 3-4 kali sehari, 3-4 hari.... bukan tak suke mkn ubat, tp mmg malas..kalau luka pun, basuh dgn air je..neverla berminyak gamat bagai...tu pun kalau rajin....kalau malas? cermin pecah kat kaki, tapi ade drama best kat astro pun i menten intai hujung mata je luka tu... abes drama, darah dah kering, baru pi basuh..basuh je ok..huhu...saket mmg saket, tp tahap kemalasan tu sgt lah tinggi sampai dah overcome rase saket...

I tell u, mak i ni health concious, beauty concious, sumer sumer lah...anak2 die lak semua nye girls..lagi la kan?..sape sape yg buat direct selling tu, promote la kat mak i.. ckp la bende tu boleh buat i cantek cam swan princess, confirm die beli sebakul..*lariiiiiiiiii.... i'm supposed to undergo a surgery like? months ago....my mom asyek la suh pi jumpe my surgeon, pi jumpe, pi jumpe pi jumpe...i cam biase la, ape ape kene mengena dgn medicine trus buat tak tau....sabarjelah die dgn i..so recently, die ade la pulak beli pelbagai jenis vitamines, evening primrose oil lah, milk thistle lah, spirulina lah, ntah hape ntah lagi..gigih suruh i makan, siap bawak kan mineral bottle, readykan tepi katel i tuk makan before tidur...tp it was a week ago...hix!

so nak dijadikan cerita, malam tadi, lepas isya' i pegi la gedik gedik dgn dia, cam biase..dtg mengendeng ngendeng, cium2 dia peluk peluk dia...then baru nak feel, die tanye "have you been makan the vitamines i gave you? belum lagi kan?..takpelah, kalau fira tamau, bagi jelah mak balek, kalau saket, jgn salahkan mak..mak dah tried my best untuk keep my daughters healthy and pretty, now i think i'm just a failure"....

MOTIFFFF MAKKKKKKKK???? tsk tsk, AAAA GILE TAK
BESTTT!!! DIE MAIN SAD CARD PULAKKKKK!!!
YELAAAA YELAAAAA ORANG MAKANNN LAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

*seret kaki jalan pi bilik nanges nanges makan ubat

2007-03-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

Ooops!!

alamak! a friend of mine buat i terfikir, shit mann, i dah byk judge and mengate org!!...sedap je kan?? tatau org mengate kite..aiyok aiyok...tulahh, too much time is devil ok!..and too much time with N can be a sinner oso, sbb sukeeee la je kan?..haha..dah abes ngumpat org, u ngumpat i to my face, i ngumpat u to ur face...oh no no datin! this is bad ok!!!...

aih, since december, this is what i only do, house chores - errands - online...(yes, i mengadap internet je ok!! i learn to friendster, blog hop sumer lps grad!..i tau i skema, ape nak buat??)..tu je!..kalau bace al-quran pun dah katam kan?...i don't go out of d house too, bukan takat pagar, bilik pun tak kuar..habes buat keje, duk kepam dlm bilik...ni bukan perempuan melayu terakhir ok, ini adalah sengal!!..ayah promise nak kasi i travel lepas grad, tp aihh, schlumberger ni betul lah!!! hey schlumberger!! u kalau nak amek i ckp la betul2!!, sedap je kan gantung gantung i?

and my disease ni getting teruk lah...dulu mengate org kat dinding, skang dah pandai kate kat orang...oh no no no!! this is totally bad!!...ok, start arini i'm on hiatus...officially!!.. afterall, i nak jadi 'cikgu' yo!! muahahaha...i applied for the job middle last year, sbb institution tu belakang rumah je..sekali dapat..i'm a tutor??...all together now! gelakkan fira!!...to my future students, prepare urself for Miss Chica, d most rockin, cute, hip happening tutor ever!!! prasan~~

Module 041: Part 1

International Trade - International Trade and Investment
Description: Study of the international trade and investment environment. We explore the oldest form of international business activity -- international trade. Discuss the
benefits and volume of international trade and explore the major theories that attempt to explain why trade occurs
Time: 1000-1100hr(Wednesday)
Venue: CL002

Module 027: Part 1
Data Communications, Computer Network and Open Systems
Description : To monitor the students in practising the given materials
Time : 0900-1100hr(Friday)
Venue: TBA

2007-03-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

MAK!!! P.E.N.A.T!!!

Penat uols~~~..i berjage dr kul 4 pagi ok, nak siap foods, setting sumer...motif la, my sisters tak balek kan wikens ni..mrasalah i dikerah tenaga sorang2.. nak membantah karang derhaka...so wat happened sbrnanya? jom kite buat virtual walkthrough nak?let's!

rumah i, ketika keadaan maseh tenteram...tenang je nampak kan?.. pagi lagi ni, i baru lepas balek dr jusco, beli bahan tak cukup..kuih kok i tak cukup inti uols!!!..kelam kabut..tumit saket..help takde... :( .. pegi jusco pakai baju kurung penuh tepung..hihi, lantaklah!..

i mmg semenjak menganggur ni dah officially jadi full-time bibik kat rumah ni, my sisters sumer away working and studying..so tinggal la we all 3 org je kat rumah, my parents and i..pastu kalau kau tu dah besar panjang takkan tak reti reti nak menolong kan? sampai ke hati tgk parents buat keje rumah kan? i took over la, afterall depa bz with their classes..i was always away for the past 5 years, sibuk belajar la konon..when, my first day kat rumah lepas final exam, i woke up to an empty house, parents i dah pi class depa dah, so i basuh la baju, korek fridge, kosong..so pegila jusco, then masak lunch..parents i balek at 1pm, my mom trus terkejut, sbb depa kate, selalu weekdays, depa makan roti je for lunch..sedih tak? sedeh kan? i rase nak nanges ok..!! so i dah nekad lepas tu, i tamo parents i buat satu chores pun selagi i kat rumah, and dat is also why i tak kesah pun keje ke tak keje, sbb at least i leh help my parents..ayah i tak kasi ade maid, die tak comfortable the idea of having non-muhrim living under one roof...although mmg penat, tp tak rase lah, sbb u buat keje ikhlas kan? my sisters pun dah panggil i bibik, goreng telur pun nak suruh i ke? motif? sedap je order kan? tp, takpelahhhh, i enjoy doing it!!

TAPI!!!! arini i nak komplen!!!!...penat nye ya hampunnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!...i woke up at 4 am, nak buat kuih bagai..ttba trasa mcm makcik2 kat kampung yang jual kuih or nasi lemak sbb nak besar kan anak..*cry, sedeh ok, sorang2 gelap2..semayang subuh pun badan bau butter...ini la padahnye tiada perancangan awal...mane nak masak lunch, nak basuh baju,nak kemas lounge..rasain!! berkecah dapur tu di buatnye...abes siap semua, pukul 3.30 ptg..jamah siket nasik, naik atas mandi, aisehh, baju kurung tak iron lagi...waaa waaaa...semayang zohor, baring jap dlm telekung atas sejadah sementara tunggu asar, azan je trus semayang, bagi salam je dah kene panggil suruh serve...dah serve tu, suruh jadi cameraman pulak...then si secretary ni bawak cranky baby die, dah mane die nak salen minit sumer kan? so sape yg tak meeting mase tu? i la kan? haa mrasa jadi waitress, cameraman, nanny at one time..mak i mmg saje tau, asal budak2 kecik suh i jage..pelik nye, baby2 ni kalau dgn i, mesti tak nanges or benti nanges..hmmm, i rase perut i comfortable and cushy sgt gaknye..*matila boroi...

hebat kan bibik indon zaman la ni? leh jage baby sambel main tenet wi-fi..tgh bengang mase ni, ade org undermind i punye knowledge pasal MAN U...eleh, u mampu ke jage baby, jd cameraman, serve at the same time? mampu ke? *betulkan crown

ok meeting pun startted at 5.30pm... i takut ok, sbb dgr citernye ade satu group yang tak puas hati...biaselah, nak election next year, sumer pun nak gaduh...takut tiba2 aktiviti baleng2 pinggan jadi..i tak kesah pyrex mak i pecah, baper ratus ringgit je pun...tp, i takut kuih i sumer kene baleng..ops!! nanges ok! penat buat...tp alhamdulillah, tade jadi ape ape..hihih

kuih cara daging & kuih kok....daun pisang beli kat jusco...hebat kan jusco? topping rendang daging tu , daging tak cukup, i ngelat letak kuah die lebih...huhu.*zal, i dedicate kuih tu kat u..sian lame xpat mkn kan? kalau teringin, buat la sendiri!! hiahhiahhiah

the white one is strawberry fillings cupcake, yellow; choc moist cupcake...sebenarnye, ade satu batch strawberry cupcake overcooked & choc moist bentat, tp malas nak layan, i cover je dgn icing...tetap habes uols! mak girang!! *click on the cupcake picture, cantek tau!

scenery before meeting:

scenery tgh meeting:

motif mesyuarat Wanita Parti ******** tp ade pakcik 2 org tu?

makan time!!!!!:

"ayah, ayah x meeting kan? nape tamo tlg adek?borak je? sib baik ayah pakai pink, so x jd sentap..hihi"

besides my kuih, ade org bwk murtabak and roti canai..sib baik!! sumer cam lapar je, harap kuih i je, matila tak kenyang....i girang sbb nampak tak cupcake tray tu?? tak sampai 5 menet,licin!.. and antara dialog yang berlaku:

1. "eh ni sape buat ni? special nih! canteknye!!" [ I diam, control ayu]
2. " ma, girl nak kaler white tu..sedap la ma" [ I pura-pura x dgr]
3. "Dik, kat mana order kuih cara ni? sedaplah, trasa semua..auntie nak order lah "..I answered," er, saya buat" [ smiled]
4. "Dik! semua ni awak buat ke? rajinnye!!pandai awak!" [ blushed]
5. "e'ehh, kecik kecik dah pandai memasak,pandai mak awak didik awak. sekolah mana?form berapa?" [ motifff???]
6. "Puan, ni puan buat ke semua?" "Taklah, anak dara kat dapur tu ha" [gigih pasang telinga, walau kat belakang, hahha]
7. "Puan, anak puan buat semua ni? boleh saya order tak?" [yay!!dpt duit!!]
8."aaaa kuih kok!!!feveret ni!!susah nak dpt nowadays..auntie nak tapau boleh?" [hulur tupperware]

etc. etc. etc. etc

n. "Adik, dah ade boyfriend?", makcik tu senyum penuh makna [ ok! sampai sini trus potong stim, gile tak best...trus kempis bontot i...kalau sorang dah stat, aa mule la lain tu nak pasang pasangkan, promote anak jantan bagai..i trus lari pi dapur]

happyyy happpyyy happyyyy 34495683450934590348698340696kali !!

org dah abes baru nak tido kan? sabar je lah...sib baik auntie wevss u lah baby! (i jage tp tatau nama,how?)

honestly, i havent had my proper meal, dr 4 a.m..my kuih-muih pun tak sempat makan, apelah rasanya..hopefully takde yg saket perut...murtabak & roti canai org bawa tu pun, i tak sempat jamah u ol...kesian kan?? in fact skang dah kul 12 am..i still tak mkn ape ape lagi...tp tak rase lapar!!!..sebab I happy skals kalau i masak, org makan sampai licin..satu kepuasan yg tak terhingga!!..kat utp pun dah biase camtu,selalu je i masak jamu org..gembira!!..tp, motifla kan hang gaduh dgn boifren hang, pastu suh aku masak la?? yg tak tahan tu, ada certain ppl bahan mentah pun aku kene beli ka??..pastu claim u ol masak la kan?? like i tak tau u ols ni semua..tp takpe!, yg penting, kalau bf uols puji uols, maksudnye i dah masak sedap!! huhu girang skals!!...

ni la wajah2 wanita besi yang akan menerajui Wanita (nama parti terpaksa dirahsiakan) for the next 3 years..

ok capek banget neh!! nak ganti baju kurung pun tak larat dah..apetah lagi mandi...rase nak semayang sambil bareng atas katel ni je...nak tido!! besok nak kene basuh allllllllllllllllllllll the dishes of 50 people...laundry ade sebakul ni ha...owh!!! shit man!!! ayam nak masak besok tak kuar kan lg dr freezer!!! aaaaa jauhnye dapurrrrrrrrrr~~~~

*pitam

Post -entry: i woke up dis morning then ayah cakap "how much sebijik ur cupcake? dah ade org nak order...and maybe ade a few others..stanby je lah"... nani, i tau u nak gelakkan i kan? nak ejek la tu i duk rumah buat kuih and jahitkan baju kurung anak buah je kan?..hahaha, now i rase how u rasa..*pose gadis desa

2007-03-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

Motif suke pecah rahsia i?

ok laaa, mule dulu niat di hati, nak lari bawa diri, ke blog baru..nak menten anonymous, tp caring friends and strangers pandai je cari i mane kan?.. dah tak anonymous dah blog ni, so meh kite share gambar nak? i pun malas nak bebel sebenarnye, byk bebel, byk mengarut,nanti byk buat org annoyed, so let the pictures do d talking ok? ermm i nak share pic i gi haji arituh lah, uols tak tgk lagi kan? let's!!

ini masjidil haram dr angle Bukit Safa

aa ni istana hinggap sultan and krabat and kroni la kalau depa nak ke Masjidil haram, Actually tu bukit tempat bulan terbelah dulu, tp selambeee je kan nak buat istana tuk die?

ni pulak masjidil haram dr arwah Bukit Marwah, with kazen mazen..anak2 muda kan, lepas tawaf sunat bukan reti nak balek suite, kiterang round cari bakso..haha

ok, ini actually Rumah Rasulullah S.A.W was born..serious!! tak tipu okk!!..tapi dah dijadikan library.."Maktabu Mekah Al-Mukaramah"..tp musim haji tutup la, kalau bukak abes la org serbu, mrasa roboh

dalam khemah kat Arafah..

sepetang di Arafah. At this moment, Allah S.W.T tengah berada di langit bumi tau, HE came down from zhohor 9 Zulhijjah until subuh d next day..i tell u, when d tika sampai, everything stop ok, angin, awan sumer hilang..senyap sesenyap senyap nye..imagine 23 million ppl, tp leh senyap cam u sorang je ade kat situ..subhanallah..*cry

explorerace pun bermula!..we've learned that, kalau kat arafah ratio 10 org to 1 toilet, kat Mina puler, 2oo org to 10 toilet..how? so we alls pun cabutla balek hilton..tabung haji tak kasi sebenarnye, tp kalau dah tau jalan bagai, tau communicate, tau transportation sendiri, lantak pi lah..sapaaa la larat cik oiiii nak rebut toilet cam tu?..dgn ade mak datin sorang tu asyek komplen, so baik la cabut sebelem die membebel non-stop...nampak tak ada anak dara tu kene tarik 2 bag?..sbb mak datin kat belakang tu, dah nak start membebel, so bagaimankah cara untuk buat dia happy? kite bagi die jalan lenggang kangkung, biyar kite tarik bag banyak pun takpe for 3 km, asalkan die tak start bebel hahaha....

environments di Mina..since we opt out of the provided accomadation(tent) for Malaysians..we all camped la kat sini..ni kat depan jamrah..for local arabs or people yang tak mampu nak ade accomadations, depa camp la kat sini..My suggestion, kalau u all pi haji, baiklah camp kat sini takyah la duduk tempat tabung haji tu, among malaysians je,,, it's such an eye-opener ok, tgk org org 3rd world country ni..u mingle with them, share food with them..mase tu, we learned that language cant bond us, but the brotherhood of Islam..tsk tsk..hati sgt mulia ok..since, takde barrier kan tempat tu, satu dataran yang besar, manusia punyela ramai, so duduk je la together, share tikar bagai..roti ade sekeping pun share..so touching ok... i learned a lot mase tu..

masjidil haram at night...ramai gile manusia kan? masya'Allah..tp u ol tgk baru takat tu je ramai nye manusia....ade time lagi pack ok!

oklah,, tu je lah for now kot...nanti, kalau panggilan haji tiba lagi, i shall share more pictures ok??

aihh bile la dapat pegi sana lagi..sayu terasa hati rindu padaMu...

2007-02-28T02:08:00.000+08:00

My Life is Over!!!

disclaimer: ini adalah entry saya meracau sorang sorang, so don't bother....

alaaaaaaaa!! the o.c dah abes!!!! mcm mane ni? hey o.c! don't leave me with my broken dreams!!..how I'm suppose to sleep at night??? The o.c is the only thing that made me believe that there is a drama that is worse from my drama..tsk tsk

I had my episode of shortness of breath earlier..It can only mean two things, I'm sad or I'm broken...ihhh!! aaa ni tak best ni!! nanti mesti mule la down sorang sorang, termenung sorang sorang..tskk tskk..owh sungguh tak best prasaan ini...sume org dah keje lak tu, kalau time student best je, asal down, mesti aritha kidnap pi zoo taiping lah, makan laksa kuala lah, sun bathing kat chemor lah..aritha, saya rindu awak! tlg bawak saya pi jalan!...

ok lah, saya nak buat ucapan kepada org yang dah buat saya down itu:

Hey awak! mlm tadi saya mimpi awak..dah lama saya tak mimpi awak...kenapa awak nak dtg dlm mimpi saya? awak tau tak baper lama dan susah saya nak push awak away from my thots?..awak ni tak baiklah!..suka main dgn prasaan saya...dah la malam tadi, saya mimpi awak jumpa saya dgn anak awak..heyy!!!apekah motif nya??? dah la awak menghancurkan kebahagian saya, awak bawak anak awak pulak suh saya jaga?? awak dah gile ke? ke awak nak buat saya gile??..pi pi jauh!!...awak dah patahkan semangat saya, and saya berusaha dgn teruk untuk memulihkannya...jgn la spoilkan!!!kalau awak tak mampu nak kembalikan hidup saya 7 tahun dulu, awak jgn ngade ngade feeling nak hadir dlm life saya, or even in my thots...tsk tsk.. go away...plis...

sincerely,

broken

ok ini pula ucapan untuk secret admire saya:

awak!...saya maseh suke awak! awak ttp sexy!..tp skang saya takde mood untuk menyukai awak..saya down lah,wak!..awak yang sexy tu pun tak mampu untuk buat saya happy...nantilah, wak..bile saya dah ok, saya kembali menggilai awak yg sexy itu ok?..i promise..saya harap, awak tidak bertemu cinta, supaya saya dpt meminati awak dr jauh, dan supaya, saya takkan percaya, bahawa cinta itu mustahil bagai saya..(eh terover pulak, saya baru suka awak je, belum mahu bercinta lagi)...awak jage diri ok!..dan janji tau,awak akan sentiasa sexy bile saya kembali meminati awak nanti!!

ikhlas dari,

saya!! yg suka usha awak, tp awak tak tau..:(

Now I'm back to reality, that there's no love or fairy-tales or prince charming or roses or holding hands or snuggling or giggles or blushes or angau tiap malam before tido...I'm a sad case..

ok! I'm officially grieving NOW!! don't come near me, i bite!

untuk tempoh berkabung ini, berikut ialah lagu tema blog dan hidup saya..*cry:

I gave up coffee and cigarettes

I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet

I thought my problems would just dissipate

And all my pain would be in yesterday

I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you

I thought that if I didn’t go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn’t go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you

I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s trueI’m still blue
But I finally know what to do

I must quit, I must quit, you
I must quit, I must quit, you

2007-02-26T23:20:00.001+08:00

motif kau tag aku bedah?? tetibe je...ok lah, since bedah ni curious sgt nak buka pekong di dada i yang sexy ni, i takkan hampakan uols ok sayang? lagipun bedah kate, i cantek sbb tu die nak tag i..kan bedah kan?? LEE! let's kita bertag!!

WARNING UNTUK ZAL: entry ni panjang, u takyah la bace, u tak suke entry panjang panjang kan?hihihi

THE RULE OF THE GAME:In this game..each person who is tagged starts out by telling 6 things that people do not know about themselves in their own blog..as well as state the rules clearly..At the end..u will need to choose 6 people tagged and list out their names after that..leave them a comment on their blogs letting you know you tagged them and get them to read your blog..

wahid:
SPEECH
saya adalah gagap..dan walaupun saya sudah berumur 22 tahun, saya juga adalah pelat...*cry
saya gagap dan pelat bile cakap bahasa melayu...*lariiiiiiiiiiiii...hahahah kerek tak?..hahahahhaha....tp betullah!! siyes tak tipu! N,tinggalkan komen untuk verify kan perkara ini..and to all my frens, yang suke ejek i pelat lah gagap lah, tlg tinggalkan komen juge ye to verify....tp jgn salah anggap, i pelat bukan cam mat salleh tergeliat tu, saya pelat seperti :
alahai = aiyahai
duduk = dhudhuk
special = s adalah berbunyi pelik
r juge berbunyi pelik

i taktau la apsal, mungkin sbb i breastfed sampai umur 5 tahun..oops

kendian, saya gagap sbb taktau gak apsal, bak kate zal, otak cepat pk, tp impulse lambat turun ke speech nye segment....i susah cari words..contoh aritu, i balek college, i tumpang lepak rumah yang i takut depa cakap i kekwat kalau i ckp english, so i susah untuk fluently nye berbicara contohnye:

i wanted to say, the watch is working, tp yg kuar di mulut, jam tu *pause kejap pk, dah bekerja..then zubye corrected me, berfungsi laa...aaa adoi!!..2 days after dat, i lepak dgn anfaal...ahh i seronok! sbb anfaal adalah english spoken, lalu saya telah berborak dgn jayanya tanpa sebarang gangguan gagap pun!! hix..

saya juga bile marah saya kene cakap english, sbb bile saya marah org gune bahasa melayu, nanti sudahnye org tu gelakkan saya balek di tambah pula suara saya adalah high pitch,bile jerit lagi la high pitch.. so sila imagine, suara doraemon tgh marah dan gagap mcm rapping??... lalu saya yang marah ini bertambah la marah...benci tau!!!! rase nak tendang je!! selalu jadi camtu bile ade ape ape event yang i kene jadi leader...b***..sekarang pun saya maseh marah bile terkenang budak laki cilako gelakkan aku bile aku tgh marah kau!!!!! bongokkk!! aku marah kau lahhhh buat keje mcm lembu!!!!..last last aku yang nanges kan sbb aku marah kau??!!..oops, emo sekejap..

TAPI!!!! kalau saya memondan, oh! bahasa melayu pondan saya adalah sgt fasih sekali!!!...i tell u!!...namun demikian, ia tak dpt dibanggakan, sbb takkan aku nak jumpe org official memondan kan? pastu, kalau aku ckp english, tp idung aku penyek, nanti org cakap aku kerek lak...aihh!!! koser tau!

ithnain:
organize freak
owh, saya tak boleh tgk bende tak susun betul betul...di mana mana sahaja..tgk citer monk atau friends tak?...saya adalah sedikit campuran monk dan monica...contoh situasi, bile saya pi rahmath(sebuah kedai runcit glemer di pekan tronoh), kan kat kedai runcit depa jual telur ber pak pak kan?..and selalu org awam amik camtu je kan?..saya kalau nampak ade lopong lopong kat pak pak tu, saya akan mencangkung di rahmath, dan susun tulur tulur itu supaya pak pak itu penuh dan tak lopong lopong...i cudnt help it..nani,hosmet saya, faham...kalau die tunggu di kereta saya tak kuar kuar lagi, saya tgh susun telur..hahaha...

contoh kedua, kalau tunggu kat cashier, chewing gum tu bersepah, saya akan susunkan, tak kesah la kat jusco ke tesco ke...kadang2, dkt aisle aisle, rak rak supermarket, bile saya ade banyak sgt mase nak buang, saya akan menyusun semuanya kembali teratur, saya akan kedepankan item item, yang dah terkebelakang itu, atau penuh kan satu row...sedihkan??...ini adalah disease yang sgt merimaskan ok!! sbb nanti kalau saya ternampak bende2 di market itu tak tersusun rapi lalu saya tak dapat betulkan mahupun tolak sket dgn jari je pun jadilah, saya akan tidak tenteram....matila aku freak!

thalatha:
kampung girl
saya adalah born n bred di England... tp saya sgt menggilai makanan kampung!!!
saya suka potai, jaring, keldas, cincalok, tempoyak, budu, ikan keli, belacan(sumer dish aku nak letak belacan), masak lemak cili api, ikan masin..kalau u org bawak i pi rumah mak u, sila jgn hidangkan makanan sedemikian, sbb nanti saya akan tidak hiraukan kesopanan dan ke tata susilaan saya..contohnya ketika di rumah nani, saya tidak pernah makan ketam batik tu,tu kat kampung2 je ade, mak nani cakap..so saya dah mebantai masak lemak ketam tu, parents nani sumer dah duk depan tv lepas abes makan, saya maseh di meja makan abeskan ketam seperiuk...walaupun mak nani kate saya comel, tp saya menyesal keesokkan paginye sbb saya sungguh kurang sopan...aih~~

naseb baik saya tak fly dulu, kalau tak hidup saya tidak akan berseri tanpa makanan makanan feveret saya....

saya juga jakun terhadap kampung..saya tiada kampung, datuk nenek saya adalah org petaling jaya, piyau punye! dekat assunta tu..saya akan excited jika ke kampung, saya juga xcited kalau dpt mandi sungai, dan kalau ade lembu atau ayam atau itik menghampiri saya...seronok!!..saya teringin nak bakar lemang, kacau dodol, masak rendang dgn kayu api mcm iklan PETRONAS tu...setiap tahun raya, saya akan memohon kepada ayah, nak bakar lemang bagai kat laman rumah..ayah marah..
:(....saya juga sebernarnye sedih, sbb saya teringin nak beraya meriah mcm org lain kat dlm tv tu..saya ingin mempunyai kampung untuk pulang, walaupun jam, tp pasti gembira kan?..*cry...

d nearest kampung life i had mase duk UTP dulu...tp tak kampung sgt..

aaa, mase saya prektikel kat ALOR STAR dulu!!! saya mmg berniat nak pi sana prektikel, walaupun ramai org luar kl, bermati-matian nak prektikel KL...igt best ke weyyyy duk KL tu?...duk kampung bagi saya adalah indah ok!..for d first 2 weeks, ofismet saya malu nak jalan dgn saya, sbb saya mcm org gile, asyek tersingai(tersengeh yang meleret) tgk kehidupan indah di kampung2, tgk sawah.. saya teringin nak pakai kain batik lalu pose pose tepi sungai....chihihihi....so kalau ade jejake kampung yang sedang bace blog saya ni, sila calling calling i ye! i nak kapel dgn yu!!

arba'aa:
interest
saya suke usha pompuan cantik2....uh~~saya akan terkasima bile saya duk melepek kat coffee house lalu ade chicas lalu depan saya...saya juga suka stalk pompuan2 cantik kat frenster....erm lagi satu, saya suka check out chicas yang cantek dan berboobies voluptious..hix! bagi saya, boobies yang tidak visible, adalah satu kesedihan alam yang amat kita kesali...sian kau!

kalau laki pule, saya suke check out tangan mereka, tak reti la nak describe camne..tp kalau tgn tu cam besar, panjang ke, or anything lah to my likings, saya rase mereka adelah SEXY!!! saya akan terpikat dgn tangan je..ahaha..saya juga suke lelaki yang lebih tua, at least 5 years, sbb mereka adalah SEXY!.....oh ade ucapan selingan untuk secret admire saya:

Hey awak! saya suke lah awak! awak sexy!! awak suke saya tak?

yg meminatimu,
F

khamsa:
saya tak cantik
ibu saya adalah berketurunan arab...tp saya tidak dpt mewarisinye...hidung saya penyek, mata saya sepet...*cry..saya rase, the only thing saya inherit ialah, rambut saya yang mega crazy curl, sehingga boleh masuk jari dlm gulungan curl itu...dulu saya benci, tp skang CURL IS IN! so saya happy sbb saya takyah abes beratus-ratus untuk join pompuan2 vain itu untuk pi perm rambut..hahaha..owh selain itu, saya juge mewarisi sifat kearaban dr segi SIZE..size apa tatau..hix!

sittah:
saya gagah
saya tidak boleh menanges....saya juga tidak reti menampakkan saya sedih,atau tensi atau saket atau ape ape je yang tak best...i don't confide to ppl, unless kalau i betul2 comfortable, which ade tak sampai 5 org je dlm dunia ni..EZ, sile tinggalkan komen to verify this..EZ rumet i yang sekian lama itu pun, hanya penah nampak i nanges 2 kali je seumur hidup dia...itupun takat terkeluar beberapa titik air mata...no matter how hard u break me, how devastated i am, how stress ke tense ke, saya adalah sentiasa happy, tp tuhan je la tahukan dlm hati :...saya juga berfikiran positif, walaupun saya di saman beratus ratus ringgit oleh pak gad utp bangang, saya tetap cool,...walaupun, saya telah difitnah dan dicarut, saya maseh cool...last semester saya, saya mengalami satu masalah di mana yang mungkin akan menyebabkan saya tidak dapat grad on time, saya maseh lagi cool..hehhe...kalau org mengata saya atau salah anggap terhadap saya, saya masih lagi cool, saya tak kuasa nak clear d air..lantak kome la, not my loss..hehe...bagi saya dr saya buang masa gelabah, baik saya berpikir...

dulu ade satu incident, di mana saya telah di cop sebagai stone cold bitch sbb saya sperti tiada perasaan..kamu tgk grey's anatomy tak? rumet saya kate saya adelah mcm christina yang...saya bukan tiada perasaan la girl, ntah la, mungkin, uols cube mengadu pada saya masalah remeh temeh, di mana sebenarnye saya ade masalah yang tak pernah berakhir lebih besar untuk difikir dan dilarakan, so saya takda resource untuk memikirkan masalah yang remeh temeh ni..tp takpela saya redha, sbb kalau tak , saya mungkin tak se strong ini..hahaha

saya juga adalah restless, saya takkan dpt tidur lebih dr 4 jam...tp saya boleh golek golek lebih dr 10 jam...ahahhaha...saya tak kenal erti penat, saya akan sentiase buat kerje, saya juga sentiasa available kalau kawan2 saya perlukan saya untuk buat apa apa..sampai ade this one time, EZ rumet saya itu, terpaksa menjerit kat tingkap terhadap org yang menjerit memanggil saya di bawah itu mengatakan "JGN KACAU F!!DIE KENE REHAT!!"...saya terkasima dan terharu dgn kecaringgan rumet saya ini..ahaha..saya terover gigih sampai saya tak pasan body saya penat,sehingga kan saya boleh tertidur masa pegang trolley kat tesco, atau kadang2 saya tgh gelak2 tp ttba, saya dah tertidor...saya juge telah menimbulkan gamat di ofis dulu sbb ofismet sy igt sy hilang, rupenye saya tertidur bawah meja sbb sebelum itu saya sedang membongkok utk mengikat tali kasut saya...hahahaha...

saya adelah great thinker, saya akan sentiasa berpikir untuk berbuat sesuatu, mcm contohnye saya sudah plan untuk 2 minggu ini saya akan masak apa...saya juga sudah plan bagaimana hidup saya..tp saya akan jadi gila, kalau plan saya tak menjadi...salah satu plan besar dlm hidup saya telah tidak menjadi, lalu saya kuciwa..so skang saya berehat dr berplan apa apa.... hix!

bila saya saket, saya tidak akan ke clinic, mahupun makan ubat...saya biar buat bodoh je...saya penah demam 2 minggu, kepala saya mcm nak pecah, tp saya menten jalan tgh panas pegi klas..taktaulah kenapa, tp sy mmg tak pegi clinic, kalau saya pegi pun buat cukup syarat org paksa je, nanti ubat tu saya simpan je buat perhiasan, tak sentuh pun...ataupun bile saya malas nak pi klas, lalu saya nak M.C itu sahajA..hihihi....

Apau kata, saya adalah wanita gagah...mungkinla...or atau saya rasa, sbb sepanjang hidup saya, i have to take care of so many ppl in my life, so saya terlupe jaga diri saya..aaa mungkinlah, dat make sense..yelahkan, kalau saya saket dan berehat, sapa nak jage mereka? sapa nak kejar adik saya dan pose mak tiri?...hix

ooohhhh ini adalah sgt panjang ok entry ni...how bedah?? kau tag aku kan???? so bace NOW!!! pastu buat summary tak lebih dr 120 patah perkataan, bertajuk " Di sebalik kepelikan F, mak still vote die cantik!"..matilakau bedah!..ahaha

OK! org org ni saya nak TAG! sile lakukan TAG ini! kalau tak i geget u!
1.Datin N
2.Zals
3.lerr hai, takde lagi la, sbb sumer mcm dah kene tag je
4. aa boleh la, incik MT
5.erm tu je lah
6.ha yelah, tu je lah

hix

2007-02-25T01:52:00.000+08:00

Salam...Ismi F...Ana minal Malayzia. Omri thalatha wa ishrun. Ana mohandisah.Ana men mawaleed Engeltra, thalatha a'shara seb'am alf wa te'same'ahwa arba'ah wa thamaneen.Ana jaddi minal Yemen wa jadaddi minal Malayzia.Ana ladayya okhtain.Kullum fi al osrah mohandis walak'in okhti also'ara talibahton fikoliato al teb.

a lil more sentences, untill my mind ttba terslip..

Ma famille a quitte la Kuala Lumpur pour venir vivre en Bukit baru ici a Melaka..Je parle quatre langues assez bien, tres bien meme, l'malay, c'est ma langue natale, l'anglais, je pale courament et puis petit peu de francais et un petit peu d'arabic..

on continue? bedah, comprende? kau paham tak bedah? matilakau, dr bahasa arab terus ke french katanya..aahahha

How was ur weekends ppl? I know Rizal and MT, had a blast la kan sbb they had their weekends in DUBAI..demm..Mine? biaselah duk terperap kat rumah..Friday, i pegi date avec cik datin..makan popia, had my fatso caramel machiato, sambel duk kat sofa starbucks tu tgk org, pi tabuq stgh botoi cinnamon in d mug, scrap d cinnamon off and lick it, duk termenung, when suddenly it occurs to me "eh bukan i tgh launch a strike towards d israelis ke?"..by dat time, espresso aku dah abis dah..chihihi..oh well, so much for my iman.

On Saturday, Mom made me attend an arabic class..haih!!! she wants me to brush up my arabic..haih!! it's not me who's having an arabic bf ok...nape kene paksa lak?...I used to speak french fluently ,during my secondary school. I hold a Diplôme Elémentaire de Langue Française (Elementary Diploma of French Language)...well i thot i am, untill i had an interview with a Tunisian guy in french..terus katoi weyyy!!malu ok!...so i'm determined to brush up my french while I'm still unemployed ni kan? I watched all the movies in french, even the grey's anatomy..then mom made me pi arabic class lak...so confusing ok, I tend to mix arabic and french in one sentence, cam kite cakap english ade bahasa melayu tu..oh memeningkan..

Mak i nih,die excited terlebih d fact that my grandfather hailed from Yemen..die pantang nampak org arab siket, excited semacam..nak nak when the town near my house has turned into one small arabic community,nampak one arab je "ey. look!" motifff???kat rumah, it's either channel ART or the arabic FM, musiqa...if i don't look myself into d mirror, i think i'm an arab...and if i don' t get out of d house, i think i might still be in Medina...there're traces of her roots everywhere..there's lots and lots of tahine in d kitchen, laban, khobz and what not...

Mom said this once "I'm so proud of my arabic blood"...I answered " elehh setitik dua je tu pun nak kecoh"( dat's because I look chinese, cube aku rupe arab gak?hidung tercacak mcm die? mesti aku pun join her vanity fair kan?hix)..when she knew dat there might be some possibilities for me to be posted somewhere in the Middle East,my father cakap nih"abes lah, mak awak dah start packing her suitcase"..itu hanyalah baru kemungkinan saja okkk?? cute kan mak i?hihi..

and when i told her I made acquaintance to Rizal, who is now working in Doha, mak I dah excited lagi, suh I keje sane jugak.mak I tanye, "girls senang tak nak keje sana?"....I said "ramai je malay girls base sana,jadi stewardess qatar airways."..and u know wat was her respond in extreme excitement?(to those who tak kenal i, make a mental note dat i am FAT, loud, and not graceful NOW!)

"ha awak! apply la jadi stewardess qatar airways!!!!" was she high?

*pengsan

2007-02-22T14:20:00.000+08:00

motif takleh bukak blog?..aku speku ade ladang virus dlm laptop aku ni, sbb byk sgt download torrents..

anyway, i'm bored, i have no life, i have done almost anything i cud do around this house, i can't seem to shop anymore, coz my credit card outstanding > my monthly allowance..yes, i'm too lazy to hunt for jobs, feeling diva, let 'em come to me instead,boleh?..and i am living of my dad..and sometimes mom..ahah...

now I'm stuck in my room, my mom is having her mock meeting downstairs,preparing for the AGM on the 4th...I have no heart to mingle with her acquaintances..it has been almost 3 hours now..aiyok!..bau mee bandung sampai atas..uhhh~~~and it's not Multi-Level-Marketing/direct selling ok,my mom is way too profesional from being remotely near to dat kind of stuffs..sorry if i have any issues about MLM, to me MLM ppl are just sore loosers..oops

seb baik i got evything ready, my survival kit!>>super ring and my 3-1 cappucino! hurray!!..sib baik gak my home is wi-fied and i'm so used of not watching tv,thanx to 10 years of hostel..internet is my sole life...kalau dah penat browsing and blog-hopping and kumpat some bloggers to my room's wall,i just monitor the torrent progress bar..0.1%..0.2%...0.3%..although, ade TV gak dlm bilik...haha, pathethic eh? naaaaa! dat's life of d millineum ok!..or so i proclaimed...hix

Cik datin is in town, planned to lari to her big on top of d hill bungalow, while mom having a meeting, desperately wanted to get out of d house, sampai aku bargain, kalau cik datin tamo layan aku, aku redha je pi borak borak dgn pak guard pakai songkok lining emas rumah dia,or gardener or bibik..hahhaa..but i think dat wud make my life even more pathethic..kan?? so takyah lah...nak harass cik azreen, she's too bz being a doctor..

hermm,i need to get a life lah, i was thinking to amek lorry driving license..hermm..mcm cool jugak idea tuh..ke nak pi explore Melaka? since aku pun tak penah got a chance to live in Melaka more than one month for the past 10 years....erm dat cud be an idea...i think, tomorrow, I'm gonna park my car kat Melaka Sentral, then take the domestic bus, and pi jelah mane mane...ala ala hop on hop off...kalau drive, tak dpt tgk sekeliling kan?plus aku tak penah naik bus town..so nak trylah...hihihihi..mcm seronok je...oklah nak surf tenet, nak carik ape yang best ade kat Melaka ni dat can be reach by bus..

and with this entry, i am now declaring my new self proclaimed name:

NO LIFE CHIC

thihihihi(gelak gelak chumil)

When I've Reached The End of The Road

2007-02-12T17:59:00.000+08:00

When I've Reached The End of The Road

This week I'll know d result.. Hired or Fired...so anxious, i'm lost for words..

"Ya Allah, perkenankanlah hajat hambamu yang hina ini, tau banyak buat dosa, patut tak layak pun mintak ape ape, tapi hanya pada Engkau lah tempat aku menaruh harapan dan meminta pertolongan..I just wanna make my parents happy and proud of me after so many times I've let them down..Hanya Kau sahaja yang maha mengetahui Kau yang maha mengasihani dan maha pemberi nikmat..amin"

Beloved friends and strangers, pray for me ok?..and I shall pray for every doa u pray for me will be return with many blessings..insya Allah..

schlumberger

2007-02-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

When There're Just Too Many Moth in My Tummy....

Wish me luck people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shop

2007-01-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

When There's a Dent in my Pocket

Akak dah lamee berimpiana nak buat entry, tp ade jee aral melintang..dah seminggu pending...so sebelum si Bedah ajak akak chatting, mari akak tulis citer yang pending in one cramped entry..mrasaaaa DVD pirate 4 in 1 naaa...

Citer 1:

kannn Datin kannnn???i dah cakap dahhh u jgn dekat dekat dgn i, u kalau dekat dgn i, maken kuat nafsu shopping i..semenjak i abes final exam tu, keje i shopping je, pantang TERkeluar rumah, tu pasal i duk diam diam kat rumah...Pastuu, u pura pura pancing i teman kan u shopping sempena birthday u kannn??? tgk ape dah jadi??

So last sunday was Datin N's "21???" Birthday..she planned for a shopping trip ke semua shopping places utama di KL, me being the only one true old time friend(*matila claim sendiri) pun rela hati temankan dia, walaupun khuatir diri sendiri akan tengelam dalam nafsu shopping mopping..

N fetched me from home at 8.45 and we spedddddd off to KL.. Plannye, nak sampai OU 5 minutes OU buka...Me, being a penglipur as I am, bercerita la non stop dlm journey tu*mesti u terhibur kan Datin?... so, we reached TTDI at ,pukul baperr N?kul 10 ek?..then, N, made some few phone calls, pest control la ape lah(motif uols nak sembur akak ke??)...tp phone call paleng best, she made reservation for our Dinner at the Sime Darby Convention Centre's Executive Lounge...yes! akak suke event shopping yang di akhiri dgn fiesta makanan yang besttt!!...lepastu we olz pun shopping...tema nya:

"MARI TEMAN SI N SHOPPING SBB HARI NI BIRTHDAY DIA!!!"

...tapi,kita merancang, Allah sajalah yang lebih mengetahui dan menentukan....

akak di sessi warm up di OU, akak 4 baju vs N 2 baju....

being a vainspot kat fitting room GAP, akak yang shopping, N tukang pegangkan baju akak..

Sessi shopping di MidValley pula.akak 3 baju vs N 1 baju...*walaupun N dah hint hint, ni birthday dia, so bagi die beli dulu, baru akak leh meroyan

haaa kannnnn???aku dah bilang, kalau pasal shopping ni, birthday kau ke, celebration kau keee, aku pasti tak mampu nak control, mesti ter take over spotlight lah..sorryla N, i tak bermaksud uollsss~~~~

PENATTTTT!!!itulah yang mampu diucapkan, walau pakai kasut hush puppies mahupun clarks, tak mampu nak menahan saket tumit akibat menampung bontot dan badan yang berat..lepas abes tawaf OU and Midvalley, tanpa meninggalkan seinchi pun, kami tetap gigih bergerak ke reservation dinner kami demi fiesta makanan yg enak enak

tgh tunggu they all set up..bercahaya kan muke akak walaupun penat?ops!

Hors d'Ouvres(Appertizer)...

Lupe nak amek gambar, dah nak abes baru terigt

Concept kat Lounge ni cam kat Brazil..u sit down, and they will come to you with the food in skewers, like, "Fish miss?"..nanti dtg lagi org lain "Lamb miss?" etc..

They serve siap siap la all the four sauces and gravy..and nachos with dipping yg enak~~tu tgn cik N, ayu tak?can u tell?hihi

yang mcam ala ala hantu terbang tu, aa tu la server yang will come to you and serve u..

KAMI! yang menten bersinar-sinar, sbb dpt makan enak bangett!!walaupun tumit kaki berdenyut denyut, dan sgt kenyang, sampai tak boleh cakap dah..hanye mampu telepathy je untuk menyatakan kata-kata..ahahha

mase we olz dinner tu, ade Tun Lim Liong Sik, bini die cantik skals, walau dah tua kertu...tp die perut buncit, pakai wig...howw?*matila speku*lariiiiii

me being a vainspot, as usual, while waiting for N doing her business...yelaa what comes in, must come out kann??

Hari Kedua:

Kami menggegarkan KLCC pula, ok laa, arini bagi la can si N meroyan pula..die dah overshadow mak arini, dgn membeli 2 designers' label handbags yang berasingan, at one go, in one purchase...*mak nanges~~makan hati uolss!!!....tp ai gembira, sbb i dah kembali kepada asal usul i, jenama yang i pakai dr kecil semenjak di England, sbb i kan English's Mould *matila tamo mengaku bertubuh ~~gemuk~~ besar.. so dapat la i pantss yang can accomodate my big butt....akak beli guess jeans ka, CK kaa apa apa brand kaaa, Mark & Spencer jugak sedap uolssss..tp tak dpt la bergaya, style makcik makcik je la nampaknya...

Inilah Datin N, yg gile bag tu..walaupun muke die mcm nak makan org aki bat kepenatan, we olss mampu lagi tuuuuuu sambung shopping kat OU..how??

All in All, i berterima kasih kepada N, pada segala layanan yang diberikan(motif?birthday sape sebenaqnya?)...Mekaseh sayangg!!...sebagai kesimpulan cerita, inilah gambar before and after of a true embodiment of a crazy shopper...

Before

After...

tgn kene censored, aurat katanya..ops!

akak dah tak larat dah uolsss, penat yaaa ampunnnn...balek shopping, mandi, trus cau balek Melaka in my pyjamas, hair wrapped in towels..boleyy??oh btw, if u r wondering,that's my 100% goose feather duvet, blanky..the duvet is as old as I am, it was used as my matress when i was born..loyal kann blanky i?dr England sampai la ni ke Malaysia dia ikut i.

Lalu kami pun pulang ke Melaka, dgn kepenatan, dan keperihan, namun kami masih gembira..as usual, i berlipur lara non stop bagi menghiburkan N...

p/s: N's version of story, click on "My Datin"

CERITA 2:

tadi ade confernce imahnatics katanya, at 3pm...mungkin entry ini tak relevan, sbb maybe sumerang tak paham..tp sgt kelaka ok, sbb ttba Cassandra jadi glemer, lalu berlaku konfusi yang maha confusing...

boleyyy laaa??akak yang cari cassy, akak pulakkk depa igt cassandra...motiff sgttt...

baiklah itu jaa cerghita untuk entry ini...sok akak nak balik kl, dan, i nak kene layan si BEDAH ni sebelum die jerit kat tingkap mak...

CHA ALIF BUTTTT!!!!!

penatt

2007-01-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

When I'm being fully utilised.....

Ohhhhhhh~~~sungguh penat arini..it's 11.32 pm..and i baru lepas punch out jadi full time good daughter..shopping dgn naz dr kul 9 pagi sampai 9 mlm pun tak penat mcm ni...boleyyy??hihihi...woke up this morning,followed my parents to send my lil sis off to shah alam, balik reban...i agreed to follow sbb mak said ada this shop jual abayat cantik..NOT!!aihh~~kat Hilton Makkah jugak best..lepas tu ttba ayah de-tour pi mana tatau, dah la i x breakfast lagi *bangun lambat uolss~~ ..terpaksa la ikut.....igtkan kejap

penyerrrr, die round selagi boleh kedai landscaping yang boleh, nak design baru landscape rumahh pulakkkkk,dah setel, die pi Fella Design pulakkk, waduhh...bile aku nak makan nih?rintih hatiku..tapi, kat Fella Design tu, i saw a 3+2 sofa, kaler pink and stripy...cantik skals~~ttba teringin Naz yang dah diagnosed aku hanye akan tertarik dgn stripe and pink..deymm..then balik rumah, ahh lega skals~~,lepas melantak, akak mandi,igt nak pi club, leh masuk sauna..tp malas..so treatment rambut kat rumah je laa...tgh rilek rilek..waduhhh, ayah ajak pi furniture lain pulakkk, nak beli bookshelf katanya....pulang ke rumah bile magrib...kul 8 camtu, die suh aku pasang pulak bookshelf tu...aihh~~die sedappp membeli, aku lak memasang, dah la besar dan tinggi..ni la padahnye takde siblings laki, aku la kene feeling2 jantan...pondan tak aku kalau aku feeling jantan?hiks...dah siap pasang, berejam ketuk guna screwdriver, sbb hammer MIA...kene masak pulakkkk untuk ayah nak sahur pagi kang, tamo masak, leh je, tp sian la pulak pak aji tu makan megi..lalu masak lah akak ikan tenggiri masak kicap & telur ikan goreng, sayur, sorilah, basuh je lah salad tu....

kesimpulannye disini akak membebel, akak tak dapat nak tulis entry, ttg percintaan akak dgn Datin N sepanjang si N ni bercuti semester...sok die nak balek cyber dah...ahh pilu rasenye, tiada lagi teman akak kat di Bukit Baru ini..tp takpe, ari selase, akak akan ikut ibunda, balik ke K.L...wuhuuu~~

Bila kat Melaka, nak balik ke kampung halaman di K.L bersama sanak saudara dan rakan rakan...Bila kat K.L, nak balek Melaka, sbb tak tahan life K.L yang hassle n bassle ittew..

Ok lah akak nak berenti mengarut, dan nak berdengkur sekuat-kuatnya, sebelum pintu bilik akak kene ketuk, dan di kerah lagi tenaga untuk ape ape..hihihi...bye uols~~~

When The Datins Shop......

2007-01-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

Salam 'alaik...Khif Fak? ana,bil khair walhamdulillah...I have a gigantic passion for music since I was a kid..I play the piano, violin and a lil bit of saxophone(akak semput, tak larats~)..I wanted to play the flute and trumpet, and drums, and ape ape je lah lagi, tp tu lah, u cant have it all kan...i played in the orchestra while in school and college..i would shed some tears if the orchestra's scores touch my soul..i would know it would be a very good song, if it gives me the goosebumps...but! i don't listen to the radio, while i'm driving,albeit it's an eight hour journey, i don't have a playlist in my real player,while i'm working on my laptop, i would only listen to a few songs, that qualified to feed my soul...it means, when i appreciate a song, i appreciate the meaningful lyric, the way le chanteur feels the song, and the melody...so where im going with this?

"Anugerah Juara Lagu ke-21"

hahahahah,kemain lagi intro eh...well, akak nye tekaan sumer nye tepat, so maknenye industri music tanah air dah semakin wiser and matured..takdela some kampung song ttba dapat establishment kan?my fav performance was Hazami's...uhhh sgt clusttt,only org yang highly educated saje akan came out with dat idea..another fav of mine, of coz, Kak Diba..she's also educated, so suits my taste...and she won also!..woot~~woot~~...Warkah buat Laila pun best, lyric dia meaningful, bagus, tak la bodoh mcm "kalau tak suka, tak apa" kinda a lyric ya know?or diriku bagai tapak sulaiman?...

I've always like Hazami, although die tak hensem, and tak macho...tp there's intelligence in every of his song and the way he brings himself, his protoge pun i suke..i can tell immediately that,that's Hazami's when i first listen to Harapan-Fazli Zainal..the way he sings pun aku tau ni mesti mould Hazami ni...

Yes, i mmg judgemental terhadap org bodoh, I can't even stand being near to org bodoh...don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean u didn't go to tertiary education, u are bodoh, and it doesn't mean u have a master, u are pandai either...faham tak?erm xpelah,naz paham..mat rempit is one contoh org bodoh aaa, of coz..I can be friends or even marry a sheperd if he has a vision and wise...I would rather be, dr aku trapped dgn a degree holder who has CGPA higher than me yang bile being interviewed by a fortune 500 company,
"what d u see urself in 5 years time?"
the answer: " I prolly be d HR Manager, and have a stable family economically with 2 kids"..

OMG! baik kau masuk college community ok, dr menyemak kat college creme de la creme aku tu..yes, ini adelah real life incident i encountered myself, and that person was one of the top students in a SBP..wanna know my answer to dat question?
"in 5 years time, since i have vast knowledge in biz, and technology is my forte, plus i have great interest towards engineering and wud really love to learn, i believe, in this rapid advancement of technology era,i would be one of the profesional engineers around, and at dat time, i would be very valuable to your company, if i were to be hired"..*ok tak Dr.Imah?

So tolong la, inteligence is very important ok, tak payah la nak ade degree banyak2...those are only books...camne la nak maju, kalau ko tak brill?and don't get me started with the leaders...erghh..

eh, ape motif entry aku ni sebenarnye?bukan nak review pasal, AJL ke?haiyaaa, off track jauh ni..dah la takpayah review takde mood dah pun...have to sleep, sok pagi pagi, Datin Naz, gonna pick me up as early as 8 am to go for our shopping trip...yes, inilah kerja kami while being unemployed...sementara bapa kami tak benkrap menanggung kami, kami akan sentiasa fulfill passion kami nan satu ini dan feeling paris hilton and nicole richie.

ucapan tuk hari ini " You can be as vain and bimbo as you want, as long as you are not stupid"..contohi akak, akak ade alter ego, alter ego akak vain,d real-life diva,seorang yang hebat di medan pelajaran, musics dan sports....*matilaaa feeling mutli-rounded katanya!

2007-01-21T02:25:00.000+08:00

When It All Begin.....

Ahah! 1 Muharram 1428..so akak pun mulakan blog yang baru sempena tahun baru ni dgn azam yang baru...dah tinggalkan alam studies,after 18 years...aaaahh~~..so lepas ni jd working class citizen pulak..semoga dgn tahun yang baru ni, iman dan keredhaan akan jadi lebih tinggi dan dimurahkan rezeki*wink*wink*..

ape celebration akak today?well, akak uzur, so, pada hari yg mulia ini, akak went to get my hair done...bleyyy???haha..saje je lame tak kene pamper rambut tu..asyek belajar je,rambut dah mcm rumput..suh org tu trim ape yg patut, rambut dah rosakkan, aaa mrasa dr paras pinggang skang sampai shoulder je...sentapp!!!lepas ni nak jage rambut lah, tamo dye, tamo highlight, tamo rebonding ke relaxing ke ape, i dread to have more chemicals to my hair...tamau!!..akak nak jadi au naturale~~

oklah, dah mengantuk..anyhoo, sedap tak lagu ni?lagu ini di tujukan kepada incik iisk, dgn ucapan "ai miss yu la dey! y u r so dumb tak cakap stretforward?ko takkan tatau aku blur dan lambat pikap?kan dah kenangan tinggal kenangan..sentap!"

2007-01-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

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